Can’t seem to start writing properly. Writer’s block. Not that I’m a good writer anyway. It’s always difficult when you write for someone that’s not yourself. Adjusting style to what the other person wants. Free writing - it’s supposed to make you go to the zone. I do believe in the existence of the zone. Been there before and remembered just writing non-stop for hours - despite it being only a university paper. Now if only work-related stuffs could come this freely.
This is bad, real bad.
Kids, never stop writing once you start doing so. Once you stop, it’s very difficult to go back. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter just killed writing for me. Wished I could turn back time and be serious about writing. I’ve so many things on this complex head of mine but finding it difficult to articulate the thoughts clearly.
Oh wait. I just have an idea. Back to regulations and the securities market.
I decided to come back. Even when I cannot write as often as I used to when I was 17, or back in Uni - I want an outlet just to remind me of how young I am. The dreams that I used to have. And perhaps some stories, through writings and pictures.